I’m worried about my health :/

I’m tired of my friends using me and not being there when I need them. Or stabbing me in the back wether it’s to other friends or in terms of boys or whatever it may be.

I dont get why i try or wake up. It is to hard. I am tired of being strong. Telling people im fine. I hate life. I never will

I’m scared of going to school an gettin bullied! I think I’m going to hurt my self and I’m scared

i feel like i can never bond with people about music, like if i want to listen to The Libertines, people will just go ”who is that” and that’s quite hard. not just on a music scale, but people tire of me easily, and they go on ask.fm and ask me do i eat because i’m so skinny and that honestly is a confidence crusher, it just makes zero sense why you would ask someone what they put into their body when it’s none of your business..if it really affected them, they’d be my friends. i’m just tired of the world; white people taking over people’s lands, cultures, and ways of living, and claiming that immigration is the #1 threat to a country, when obviously IT IS NOT. this world is a sorry excuse for a waste of an absolute nothing

I found out the inly person I trusted with everything thinks I’m overreacting

Every time I go to school I get dizzy and feel weak in a crowded room

I’m worried that I’m never going to stop being so scared and that I’m not going to be good enough or brave enough to grow up and be the person I want/need to be.

I’m scared that when my parents see my report card they will be extremely disappointed.

I’m really worried about my best friend

That I’ll never get better

i feel like im wasting my time , trying to get into a relationship.

I no longer have the energy to be me and people always point out that I’ve changed.. I don’t know what to do anymore!

I’m afraid to sleep because I’m afraid I will stop breathing

I’ve been having urges to cut again. I’ve gone 4 months I don’t want to ruin my clean streak but it’s hard.

I seen a girl n I wan holla

That my numbness to human emotion will drive my boyfriend away

About the boats tying up.

My parents are splitting up they yell and scream and it feels like me and my sisters are the middle men im just scared that things won’t be okay anymore

my boyfriend lives somewhere else and I’m always afraid that he will find someone better for him and it constantly stresses me