I worry that I won’t amount to anything in the world and that I’ll have to live in this dark place forever and this critical voice will always be a chip on my shoulder
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my favorite rapper is either Juice wrld or xxxtentacion
I likes Will Wood, listen to SELF-iSH.
This is for anyone who is struggling. Who maybe doesn’t have anyone to talk to. The people who have been walked all over. The people who are deemed as the “funny friend” and feel they have to keep up a positive front to help everyone since they always come to you. Maybe you’re insecure about your body or home life. Maybe you struggle with substance abuse. Maybe you’re trying to find your way out of a toxic relationship, trying to locate that light at the end of the tunnel. Whatever the case may be. If you can’t have a good day, just try and have a DAY! Get up if you can. If you toss on sweatpants and a hoodie that’s OK. If you only have a slice of toast or granola bar it’s okay. Or maybe you don’t feel like eating and just want something to drink. Or nothing at all. Whether you left the house or didn’t. Showered, brushed your teeth, cleaned your room. If you didn’t do that, know that tomorrow is a new day. Give yourself grace and applaud yourself knowing you made it through. You are capable of more than you know. Change starts with you and don’t let anyone else determine how you should plan it. What matters is that if it makes YOU happy, do it! You’ll find your purpose. Think of the things that bring you joy and gratitude. Even if they are small. If you’ve contemplated ending your life, think of all the opportunities you would miss. Find a reason to live. To thrive. To be at peace. You will find it. Believe. It’s never too late to turn things around. Once you get on the train, it’s a long journey back. Do what is right for yourself.
I posted here a little over 2 years ago and I wanted to return so I can provide some hope for any of you out there during your darkest days. I struggle with my own mental health but I take pride in knowing that I can help others. It is comforting to know that there are people who can relate to my struggles. If you haven’t already found that person, you will some day. Paths cross for a reason. Every person you have met in your life has a story to tell and the people of your past shape who you are today. They are either a blessing or a lesson. Do not become a doormat to cater to someone’s needs, find people who value you. Who lift you up without knocking you down. Who see you for you. Stand up for yourself. Know your worth. Fight for what is right. Pursue your dreams regardless of what others say because you never know just how successful you may become. Dance like nobody is watching
To the person who posted in October, saying they were around 12-13 and worried that people didn’t like them. I just want to tell you that you are still young and have your whole life ahead of you. I am also a teen and only a few years older than you. Junior high was a very rough time for me! I thought my life would stay like that forever, but it didn’t. I lost
my childhood best friend because we went separate ways and it crushed me. I was depressed and thought I’d never get past it. In the midst of it all, I found my
people. I have a new person who I consider my best friend and she is extremely loyal. I’m still figuring things out, so I’m not perfect. But the exciting thing about getting older is more independence and learning who you are and what interests you. Whether you’re into sports, art, theater, or anything else. Don’t give up on that passion. People will always find something rude to say even if you do something good, but that is because they are insecure of themselves and want to take it out on others. I hope you are able to make lots of good friends. I would be your friend if I knew you. Take care, stranger 🫂 as for the girl you like, I had a boy I also really liked one time. So I understand you. I’ve also always been told I’m mature for my age. You will find your person one day!! Don’t rush a relationship just to look cool, find somebody you connect with and who understands you! Trust me. It makes the wait worth it.
I like to listen to cavetown, girl in red, and sometimes chappel roan. I need friends lol, someone add me on discord !!
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best basketball player i made this
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I worry I can’t get a girlfriend and that a lot of people aren’t a big fan of me. I am only around 12 to 13 but I still worry. it may sound weird for my age but I am very mature for my age. First and foremost I wanna explain what she is like. she Shares some of the struggles I have, like being more mature than most others and being smarter than a lot of people not to mention she is very pretty. Second of all I don’t even know if she likes me back at all. I mean sure we talk but i’m still not sure if she even likes me in the slightest and there could be billions upon trillions of reasons. You know maybe i’m not cute enough or i’m not her type or she isn’t the one or I need to lose weight, the list goes on, and on, and on. Now for my second problem. I feel a lot of people don’t like me at all but maybe i’m just paranoid who knows, but nobody talks to me unless I talk to them first, and even then it still feels like they wanna get talking to me done as fast as possible. maybe they do like me and i’m just being foolish. We all have our own problems and ways to deal with them. everyone on this website is awesome sauce!🥳
I need help, but I can’t get it. It hurts.
My favorite bands are rock/metal bands my favorites are probably metallica, Mötley Crüe, guns n roses and green day 🙂
I need to go to the psychiatric ward, but I can’t.
It’s will get better
If you need a book to prove you CAN do this and your a teen or kid you need to read Alone
I’m worried I will forget everything I know about my mom – what she liked, how she felt about certain ideas, food she hated, what she danced to, what made her laugh …
TW: SH, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, CURSING
Every thing sucks, my world keeps falling apart. Every time I try to come out to my mom “ YOU KNOW THERES MORE TO LIFE THAN JUST THAT ‘STUFF’.” And I’m tired. I can’t vent to anyone and my house has a tall drop from my room window to my concrete driveway, and every day I sit there wondering “should I do it?” My friends all joke about having in-diagnosed depression, I’m not joking about thinking I have it. I’ve been cutting for a year now using my nails and a toothpick for a bit, but now it’s my kitchen scissors.
I’m fucking disgusting and I don’t know how anyone can like me. I need to get help. But I can’t. My mom monitors my every move so I can’t talk about my problems except in person which is hard for me. Right now I just wanna die, but I’m more passive suicidal I’ll walk across the road and say “it would be so awesome if a car came and killed me.” But life fucking sucks.
i hope it gets better.
To all of those people out there who struggle with alcohol and drugs, never give up. You are able to shake off all those dark struggles in our life, so do it! I am rooting for you <3