im pushing everyone away lol..

i want to harm myself even though im scared of it, i want to end it but i cant face the thought of death and losing everone ive met and everything ive accomplished. im worried that if im talking to my friends and i say that im gay or that im not a girl, they will laugh at me and tell their parents about it, and they will tell my parents. what if i get kicked out of my house, where will i go? im just confused, worried and scared right now…

im worried that i will have anxiety so bad that ill harm myself and others around me and i hate my anxiety cause it makes me get my phone taken cause im always on it cause of anxiety

I am worried that I will never get out of the dark place I am in. I think the only way to get out of this dark place is to commit suicide but I’m worried if I try to commit suicide my attempt will fail and I will end up in physical pain causing stress and the stress would add to my mental pain. Sorry if that seems really complicated.

No matter how hard I try I’ll still want to die. None of my friends care and adults tell me it’s because of my period but puberty should not make you want to kill yourself. Even my doctor says it’s my hormones. Nobody understands me and if they keep neglecting me I’ll have to end it.🥲

MY school is like a prison

I want to stop eating because I can’t lose weight no matter what

I’m not sure what gender I am. So far I’ve narrowed it down to either nonbinary, demiboy, or full-on FTM. I’m AFAB, and kind of want to bind my chest and cut my hair short, but I’m slightly afraid to do either for fear of long term effects. I’m also thinking about taking mom up on her offer to see a therapist for these kinds of issues.

Epic Fortnite picture I drew. (I am a homosexual with mental issues such as depression and anxiety so you have to accept this post)

I can’t do any of my late assignments without crying. I’m never going to get them done and nobody’s helping me or caring

im worried that i couldnt help my friend when needed most

i´m worried i won´t pass school, even though i´m trying my best.

I’m worried that no one will ever like me

I’m worried that my grandparents will just give up on me. I’m not worth their time. I have told them that I was Bisexual and they didn’t appreciate that, I told them that I don’t believe in any religions and they didn’t appreciate that, I have even told them that I’m not okay with certain things that they do and I told them that I really badly need to get so many medical things checked out just to physically feel “Okay,” but nothings happened. My emotions and how I feel is just invalid to them.
I drown myself in video games, art, music, so I can feel good in a pretend reality and let my thoughts take over my mind. Good or not. And nothing will ever change. I’m trapped here. Feeling left out, in pain, suffering. I just want to be happy again. Properly happy..

I’m worried about my friends becoming more distant.

I worry that my life will be ruined too soon by someone in my family dying or, just, anything happening to them. I am also worrying about some of my family members not understanding about prounouns so much ( there’s only two of them in my family that I know of ) one of my uncles in general is a bit homophobic and I am afraid to say anything about me being bisexual and non-binary.

I’m worried that i’ll fail highschool beceause of my mental health

I’m worried that my grandma will die before I graduate

I worry every day that one day i will lose everyone in my life that i love dearly, It keep’s me awake 24/7

I think i might have an eating disorder and i dont know what to do ive tried telling people but its just too hard