I have to go talk to someone about my anxiety tomorrow and I’m nervous

My mom thinks I was drugged at school (through food) but I just think I had a mental break down and I feel like I’m going insane… It sucked but I felt good after and part of me wants that numbness again, it was scary because I didn’t think I would ever feel again but I know now it doesn’t last long and just laying in silence with my mind shut off would be the best thing ever right now

I made a mistake

I’m always sad. Even though I feel relatively happy around my friends but the minute I get home I feel like crap. Even though I’ve been showing a lot of symptoms, I can’t be depressed, right ?

I’m worried that everyone else I get close too will turn on me again.

My friend recently has tryed to kill herself and she hasn’t been in school. I worried that maybe she did!

worried about going to college… im not ready to move yet 🙁

My religious family doesn’t know that im gay

I’m so sad and idk why! I just want to be happy but for some reason I can’t. I want to recover from anorexia but I want to be stick thin. I hate this.

About going to a new school

I have OCD and sometimes it’s really hard…

I used to think I knew a lot. I do know a lot, I guess. In the sense of like reading books and doing math, im okay at it. When I think about life though, when I think about my life and just the general way the world is today I feel like an idiot and I feel pretty scared.

When ever I come home from school I lock my self in my room for the whole day, I do this because I lost all my friends every since grade 6 and I can’t talk to my mom about this anymore because she just says that I’m being shy around them…I feel alone, no one wants to be around me.

I am constantly anxious about my health and well being.

My friends talking about me.

That I will have sex when before I am ready because I really don’t want to lose my boyfriend.

Public speaking

That I will never be good enough for myself and others

That my mom won’t stop treating me bad, even if she’s drunk or not …

I worry mom and dad will be mad at me