My depression.
Worry Jar
People who I thought were my friends left me when they found out I cut. I was left to fight this battle alone. I’ve made 2 new friends who I love so much sense then but I’m afraid I’ll mess something up and loses them to:(
I worry that my girlfriend of 2 years is letting drugs control her life and quickly becoming a different person
Im Worried that, i will lose the only one i care about.
I feel like I’m not strong enough to live anymore but I feel like I’m not strong enough to kill me.
I’m worried that my friends are turning into bad people and soon I’m going to end up hurt.
I worry, that all of us who have worries, big and small will never relize how we are helping each other by admitting our worries. I just read ALL of the worries, and it helped me. Now I truely relize that when people say that they have worries too, they really do. Everyone of us does, and those who appear not to, do. they are just so worried that what they fear, what they worry about is not a normal thing to fear or worry or people will judge them because of it. I have gond through a lot. And I know for a fact everyone else has to! We are not all worrieing about the same thing but some of us are. Everyone’s situation is different. But some are similar, and I truly think that if we can look at the worry jar, as a place where we everyone putting out their worries and saying they can’t deal with it. Well they don’t say the first step to fixing a situation is saying there is one for nothing! I worry we don’t all relize this. I didn’t.
I’m worried I’ll end up with no friends..
My friend and I don’t really connect as much as we used to. I don’t want to loose them but at the same time I don’t know if I want them in my life anyway.
I saw cuts on my friend’s arm
So I realized high school tougher then I thought the friends I had in grade 6 now in grade 10 all turned there back rumours lied to back talk making fun I have no one to depend on anymore only my family I want like someone to be around in school not sit in the corner by myself and no even says good morning or hello I always think it because of my problems ADHD autism assburger OCD picking disorder anxiety disorder I always blame it on them I just feel like no one there and according to my parents I’m always in a ready to fight mood not actually fight like talk back I don’t know what to,do does anyone else find high school hard I never did weed or smoked no drugs nothing like that I have to take prescriptions suscibed by my doctor everyday and when I graduate I’m still not gonna be old enough to drink but everyone gets wasted on grad I just really want to know if people are feeling the same way and I’ve liked this guy in my class 2 of them if one has a girlfriend I wouldn’t mind the other but every boy is either basketball skidoo bmx trikes all that aparaently me and my friend or was I don’t know she won’t really tell me that we are the only girls who havent had sex why would you want that if you loved that person a lot sure it’s like if my friend is around the class she a b_ _ _ _ but when were with the all the girls in volleyball she so nice I don’t know would like to know if people are experiencing this to
My religion making life harder when it’s supposed to do the opposite. I worry all the time whether I’m dissapointing or hurting God because of rough patch I’m going through.
That in the summer my my friends family will see my scars when I’m invited to swim with them.
So I have a boyfriend. But I think I might like my friend ….. Who is a girl. This girl hates me but I do like her. Idk if I’m Bi or stright or gay. I need help
Sometimes I think about self harming I scratch my self because I’m to fat And today I made my self bleed Only a drop but Oh I really don’t want to be like this I hate asking for help I don’t know what to do
I’m worried that I’ll never have a good relationship… It seems that every guy I go out with doesn’t care about my feelings. I’ve had almost every type of boyfriend. The cheaters, the liars, and the ones that made me feel horrible about myself. I just don’t know about anything anymore.
My anxiety makes me think of every day as bad because there’s always one embarrassing/sad/messy moment. That’s just life but it deeply irritates me.
I worry about everything is gonna go wrong for me… I’m already going down the wrong path with life…only 14 and can’t stand this kinda life!:(
I worry about bad things. I can never think positive, I never think of good things.
Eyeryone, i can promise you guys that its all gonna be okay, 2 years ago i faced name calling, bullying, self harming, and anorixa. I have gotten over it since. But when all that was going on, i felt like killing myself and my goal in life was to be dead. But no matter how many times people told me to believe them when they said “it would get better”, i woulnd listen and keep hurting myself. After. My 6th scucide attempt my parents took me to a thatipest and for most people it works but i just lied to her because i know that she woukd just tell my parents whatever has happened in there. So clearly that hasnt helped. But she did make me realise one thing, if i find something else then cutting to cope with things, i can live such a better life and right now, im a year and two months clean and im so proud of myself for that! But my point is, no matter what you think, yes or no, i know from personal experience that life will get better!! I went from a 52% average in school to the high 80%s. Because i tried and i beleaved in myself. Because i know that i only have one life to live and im living it to the most. Just stay stong babes. For me❤️. i know you can do this. I believe in you.