I found out the inly person I trusted with everything thinks I’m overreacting

Every time I go to school I get dizzy and feel weak in a crowded room

I’m worried that I’m never going to stop being so scared and that I’m not going to be good enough or brave enough to grow up and be the person I want/need to be.

I’m scared that when my parents see my report card they will be extremely disappointed.

I’m really worried about my best friend

That I’ll never get better

i feel like im wasting my time , trying to get into a relationship.

I no longer have the energy to be me and people always point out that I’ve changed.. I don’t know what to do anymore!

That high school is killing my creativity.

Most people I know are aware I cut but they don’t know what I use and I’m scared someone will find my blades

There are these people at my school and one of them are a pretty mean bully They purposely do things and make it look like an accident

I feel like everything that’s ever happened to me is all my fault and I could have prevented it all by being different than I am

I’m worried that one day my anxiety and panic is going to become too much for my boyfriend to handle and he’s going to leave me.

It was a hard day at school, I knew it was coming when I smelt the alcohol, and the next thing I heard was “17 years and you’re still a joke”

Everything’s changing and I’m not quite sure I like it.

I worry about disappointing my parents they seem to never be happy with what I do and what makes me happy! This makes me upset

Are my good thoughts blurring with the bad ones to the point where I can’t even differentiate them anymore? Are the thoughts that I once thought to be good actually horribly self-destructive and I’ve been hurting myself this whole time? I don’t know. I honest to god don’t know anymore.

Sometimes i think about suicide and cutting and my boyfriend tells me to talk to him about it but when i do he just says you have a perfect life and itd be selfish if you killed yourself (i suffer from anxiety and depression) i dont know what to do

I haven’t had a good day in a month and a half i always tend to find something bad in the day to make my self feel worse, i have no motivation anymore to do anything but i’m too afraid of missing school.

I’m scared that if I make a worng move I’ll get bullied