I worry that one day i will lose all of my friends since im already getting ignored and pushed to the side by everyone lol

“She should just kill herself”
Yeah. She thinks that too.
She thinks that on those late nights where she can just scream into her pillow blaming herself.
Blaming herself for something she never could’ve changed.
Screaming over and over,
All she can feel is the way she felt when her mother first told her.
But now it’s not a 7 year old feeling this way.
7 whole years later,
She still screams.
She still wishes it’s all a sick joke and he’s waiting on a porch somewhere.
She thinks that when she realizes she can’t remember what he smells like.
Nobody could believe the times that “it should’ve been me instead” have run through her head.
No matter how many times anyone says shes “such a sweet caring little girl”,
It will never be true to her.
Truth be told,
That sweet little girl died the day he did.
At least that’s how she feels,
As the days go by she believes it more and more.
She’s losing the motivation to do anything.
Its becoming harder and harder to be nice to the people she loves,
She hates hurting them like this but she can’t control anything.
Her life is rolling down hill so fast.

My worry is that im going to be eaten by my mother.

I’m scared the fog, the fog its coming, its coming for all of us, you can’t see it but its always there, the fog consumes us, the fog is inside you, it is consuming you from the inside, rip it out, tear away the skin keeping it in, THE FOG NEEDS OUT!! GET IT OUT…… NOW.

im worried about my mental health is it normal to have so many issues when u cant think of anything that happened to u ……. i cant remember my child hood at all is my mind blocking something from me?

im pushing people away lol ……..cant focus anymore not bc of everyone or anything i just cant im about to fail my classes i go no assignments done and i feel like nobody knows me or likes me …. does this thing even work lol

I am worried that I do not finish reading my tuck ever lasting book as quickly as everyone else.

I worry I won’t make it past 16.

I want to off myself badly, but at the same time I don’t. I’m scared to love people (Romantically), and it only gets worse when the person finds out I love them. I feel like a total “putain” (wh0re). I hate my body. I hate my stomach, I hate my thighs, face, teeth, eyes, voice, laugh, hair, hands, chest, ears … everything. I feel like a pig now whenever my parents treat me to something like KFC or whatever (And I don’t get it a lot.) I just want to starve.

does this even work anymore im worried it doesen’t

im pushing everyone away lol..

i want to harm myself even though im scared of it, i want to end it but i cant face the thought of death and losing everone ive met and everything ive accomplished. im worried that if im talking to my friends and i say that im gay or that im not a girl, they will laugh at me and tell their parents about it, and they will tell my parents. what if i get kicked out of my house, where will i go? im just confused, worried and scared right now…

im worried that i will have anxiety so bad that ill harm myself and others around me and i hate my anxiety cause it makes me get my phone taken cause im always on it cause of anxiety

I am worried that I will never get out of the dark place I am in. I think the only way to get out of this dark place is to commit suicide but I’m worried if I try to commit suicide my attempt will fail and I will end up in physical pain causing stress and the stress would add to my mental pain. Sorry if that seems really complicated.

No matter how hard I try I’ll still want to die. None of my friends care and adults tell me it’s because of my period but puberty should not make you want to kill yourself. Even my doctor says it’s my hormones. Nobody understands me and if they keep neglecting me I’ll have to end it.🥲

MY school is like a prison

I want to stop eating because I can’t lose weight no matter what

I’m not sure what gender I am. So far I’ve narrowed it down to either nonbinary, demiboy, or full-on FTM. I’m AFAB, and kind of want to bind my chest and cut my hair short, but I’m slightly afraid to do either for fear of long term effects. I’m also thinking about taking mom up on her offer to see a therapist for these kinds of issues.