I hate my anxiety. I refuse to take my meications because they make me feel like a zombie and thats not who I wannt to be. A dra is my medicine.. it helps me do my daily activities not completly anxiety – less but I feel myself . I worry that my anxiety will never go away I strugle every morning to get up and I always wake up crying for no reason. If I have a dra im able to pull myself together, I dont like to be dependent on it but its what helps me best and I worry that ill never be able to just wake up with a smile for once and go on about my day without it. I dont ever crave for it but when im depressed or anxious I cant calm down without it and im so easy to trigger into being anxious or depressed because my mind is always so jumble with memories and I take everything to heart. Its so hard to juggle everything in my life. Eveyday is another obtscle to set me back a step
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Doctors prescribing OxyContin has ruined the life of the person most important to me. I feel like I’ve lost everything to drugs
Forever alone
My dad yells at me for no reason at all and then makes up excuses for yelling… And if that isn’t bad enough he tells me I should treat him better… He just honestly makes me not wanna live… 🙁
I won’t be able to live my life normally because or Anxiety and Depression.
I’m worried I’m falling in love with someone who is gonna hurt me
I worry that one day, the guy who swore he would hurt me will actually find a way to do it.
I worry that my friend and I do not have a lot in common and because of this our friendship will not work in the long run. She the only one that I have and I do not know what I would do without her
That my depression will win…
Failure
I’ve been bullied since I was 4 and I still don’t know how I can deal with it…. Can anyone help me? (Physical, and Verbal Bullying) Please help me, its starting to get even worse.
I’m scared to trust because everyone who I loved secretly didn’t love me, and they all left
I worry that all of you don’t realize how awesome you truly are! Xoxox
I’m worried that I’m going to commit suicide because I hate myself and my friends hate me too.
My pop died today
I’m worried I’ll never have a relationship, I’m worried I’m not attractive enough
Im worried my social anxiety is going to be the reason I fail this summer
I worry that I will end up with no friends
I’m not good enough for my boyfriend
Im worried because my best friend was in a fight with a girl that I try to be friends with but she just hates me and she says I “p” her off but I have been so nice and friendly towards her anyway they made up but I’m really scared that my best friend will forget about me and I’m scared she won’t talk to me As much as she usually does and That things will go back to how they were a week ago 🙁