I worry I won’t make it past 16.

I want to off myself badly, but at the same time I don’t. I’m scared to love people (Romantically), and it only gets worse when the person finds out I love them. I feel like a total “putain” (wh0re). I hate my body. I hate my stomach, I hate my thighs, face, teeth, eyes, voice, laugh, hair, hands, chest, ears … everything. I feel like a pig now whenever my parents treat me to something like KFC or whatever (And I don’t get it a lot.) I just want to starve.

does this even work anymore im worried it doesen’t

im pushing everyone away lol..

i want to harm myself even though im scared of it, i want to end it but i cant face the thought of death and losing everone ive met and everything ive accomplished. im worried that if im talking to my friends and i say that im gay or that im not a girl, they will laugh at me and tell their parents about it, and they will tell my parents. what if i get kicked out of my house, where will i go? im just confused, worried and scared right now…

im worried that i will have anxiety so bad that ill harm myself and others around me and i hate my anxiety cause it makes me get my phone taken cause im always on it cause of anxiety

I am worried that I will never get out of the dark place I am in. I think the only way to get out of this dark place is to commit suicide but I’m worried if I try to commit suicide my attempt will fail and I will end up in physical pain causing stress and the stress would add to my mental pain. Sorry if that seems really complicated.

No matter how hard I try I’ll still want to die. None of my friends care and adults tell me it’s because of my period but puberty should not make you want to kill yourself. Even my doctor says it’s my hormones. Nobody understands me and if they keep neglecting me I’ll have to end it.🥲