i listen to rock music to help the pain. ;D
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i hope i can actually build a relationship with my bio mother…i also hope she gets better.
i am worried of what people think of me. ive been having self harm thoughts lately and i feel like im an attention seeker… i even dream about this stuff… i feel so tired and ive been so moody and unmotivated to do anything.. even my grades are sliping, im also an artist and i havent draw in months… im worried people see me as lazy bc ive stopped doing what i love…
i love nirvana
hi
Someone on TikTok made a “fan page” of me when its just them making fun of me. I dont know how to deal with this..
if you cant fly,run. if you cant run,walk. if you cant walk,crawl. but by all means keep moving
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Close your eyes, and realize that people have it worse then you.
i hope the rest of my life isnt shitty thtas why i wanna baskest ball and hang on the nets
i can relate to half of this lol school is shit
l hope my crush
will chat me
MY HOPE IS HOPE
I hope I can be satisfied with my academic performance, and I hope I can stop telling myself that I can do better even though I already did my best.
I hope that people will realize that my mental health is not okay, and my life isn’t perfect
I worry that one day i will lose all of my friends since im already getting ignored and pushed to the side by everyone lol
“She should just kill herself”
Yeah. She thinks that too.
She thinks that on those late nights where she can just scream into her pillow blaming herself.
Blaming herself for something she never could’ve changed.
Screaming over and over,
All she can feel is the way she felt when her mother first told her.
But now it’s not a 7 year old feeling this way.
7 whole years later,
She still screams.
She still wishes it’s all a sick joke and he’s waiting on a porch somewhere.
She thinks that when she realizes she can’t remember what he smells like.
Nobody could believe the times that “it should’ve been me instead” have run through her head.
No matter how many times anyone says shes “such a sweet caring little girl”,
It will never be true to her.
Truth be told,
That sweet little girl died the day he did.
At least that’s how she feels,
As the days go by she believes it more and more.
She’s losing the motivation to do anything.
Its becoming harder and harder to be nice to the people she loves,
She hates hurting them like this but she can’t control anything.
Her life is rolling down hill so fast.
I hope i can get better
Read, draw, watch a movie, a lot of stuff helps but if you would like to relax using one of the three things is typed in this text would be watching a movie because if you choose a very realxing movie that’s happy and joyful but just enough to help you relax then you also get to enjoy watching something and then after you’re relaxed try and talk to someone because if you don’t talk to someone, the choice of keeping it all inside will affect you and your mental health because it will make you feel bad, stressed, overwhelmed, and tired. From personal expiercience with that stuff it isn’t easy to talk about it, but it’s easy to talk to a stuffy if you have one, or any toy you might have.
I hope you all have a great day/evening/night/afternoon and remember you are loved and you are cared about. Stay safe and be you.
i hope wakatakakage WINS the november basho