Hugs. Hug your Family, Friends, Pets, Yourself. Anybody. Hugs.

Your not alone.

[Verse 1]
Sixteen, lot on her mind
Got a few friends, left the rest behind
But guess that’s just what happens, people change
Stressed out but is always “fine”
They be asking, but she can’t describe
Maybe, they’re right, it’ll all be fixed with age

[Pre-Chorus]
Hate that you’ve been saying I’m dramatic
Immature because I just don’t wanna talk
You ever think that you might be overreacting?
Promise I’m thinking, overthinking quite a lot

[Chorus]
They say we’re crazy and useless, making stupid excuses
To go make bad decisions when we’re hurt
And we’re not crazy romantics but we still know what a heart is
And know that when it’s cracked it really burns

[Post-Chorus]
Oh, we know more than what we tell you
But can’t always put into words
And we don’t cry because we want to
But you’ll assume it’s because she’s another sixteen-year-old girl

I HOPE

I have really bad stomach issues and I’ve been getting flu sick twice a month causing me to miss a lot of school. I really try to keep up with all the work but it’s just too much and It’s so hard when I’m confined to my bed or the bathroom. My average was a 97, the best it’s ever been and now it is down to an 89 because I have so many missing assignments and I’ve been getting 50s in math which has never happened before. The past two weeks I’ve been trying to get caught up but I got sick again and I genuinely couldn’t move at all. Now school starts back up tomorrow and I’m so scared. I have so much to do and no time left. I wish my teachers understood why I’m so behind. I can’t keep up and it takes me so much longer to do assignments compared to my friends. I can’t remember the last time I spent time with my friends because I’m constantly doing work after school and on the weekends. Let alone all the school I miss due to doctors appointments and therapy. The thought of school makes me want to throw up. I’m so burnt out and I dread every single day. I’m so lucky I finally have friends who support me and love me but I never get to do anything. I don’t even answer texts or snaps anymore. I’m just so sick of school and being sick all the time. It’s taking over my life and I don’t get to do anything I love anymore. My mental health is plummeting just as I was finally starting to do better. I haven’t seen my therapist in 3 months because every time I have an appointment I’m sick and we have to reschedule. And to make things worse I’ve been waiting to see a specialist for my stomach issues for years now and we finally got an appointment scheduled just for them to call us the day of saying they’re too busy and going to have to rebook it. I’m just so tired.

I hope everyone has a great holiday season and a new year full of joy, happiness, and love. <3 Merry Christmas everyone!

write about it. whether it be in a fancy journal or just a random stack of paper etc. writing about your feelings is a good way to get them out of your head. If you’d prefer to do it digitally, I recommend an app called “Finch”. You get to take care of your own little bird and watch it grow by completing tasks such as setting goals for yourself, taking deep breaths and reflecting on how you feel. Not only that, but you also get to customize outfits for your finch and send messages to family members! Remember that you are not alone and many others are going through similar situations. Pain is temporary 😁

i worry that i could not stop my severe and violent drug addiction……/…111….

CHA CHA REAL SMOOTH

i listen to rock music to help the pain. ;D

i hope i can actually build a relationship with my bio mother…i also hope she gets better.

i am worried of what people think of me. ive been having self harm thoughts lately and i feel like im an attention seeker… i even dream about this stuff… i feel so tired and ive been so moody and unmotivated to do anything.. even my grades are sliping, im also an artist and i havent draw in months… im worried people see me as lazy bc ive stopped doing what i love…

i love nirvana

hi

Someone on TikTok made a “fan page” of me when its just them making fun of me. I dont know how to deal with this..

if you cant fly,run. if you cant run,walk. if you cant walk,crawl. but by all means keep moving

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Close your eyes, and realize that people have it worse then you.