My mother won’t stop gaslighting me. She’s abused me since before I can remember and now I have severe PTSD. I am trying so hard to get out. It’s so hard.
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im worried that i will never be truly happy ever again.
yeah woreds u can doe i t i beleve hedgehog
I want people to see that im not perecft nor are my grades they always assume that ill get the highest grades in class and they seem so surprized when they get higher then me on a test im not perfect. My metal health is at the lowest its ever been and im afraid my grades will drop becuase of it, if my grades drop then im afarid ill be seen as a faliure and i dont want that. I feel that im getting so close to sh again evem though i am just getting a bit better and have been clean for weeks .
okay uh I pull up?
I worry that I won’t be able to brake my alcohol addicton
I hope that climate change doesn’t end us all!
I hope everyone has a beautiful smile painted across their face!
I hope humanity can be reborn into something new, like a butterfly!
#GreatVibes #Peace! #LoveYouAll <333
i worry that everyone reading this is not smiling on this beautiful day! Hope everyone is. LOL! Ally! #BLM! #YouCanDoIt! #CatchYouTomorrow! #/srs
im worried about everything lol. im worried about if people are secretly judging me, im worried about why i get so angry and jealous easily, im worried that im gonna purge and eat everything i can and then throw it all up, im worried that my parents are gonna get annoyed with my mental issues, im worried i may hurt my sister one of these days, im worried that my partner loves someone else more than me, im worried that i may hurt myself badly….im worried about EVERYTHING and i can’t stop worrying!!! ;(
Grog
i dont feel anythin anymore
help
I hope that I won’t forever feel like my friends hate me and I’m a bad person
i hope that i can stop falling behind in class and that someone on this app can help me with my stress and i can pass my first semester highschool class
Hugs. Hug your Family, Friends, Pets, Yourself. Anybody. Hugs.
Your not alone.
[Verse 1]
Sixteen, lot on her mind
Got a few friends, left the rest behind
But guess that’s just what happens, people change
Stressed out but is always “fine”
They be asking, but she can’t describe
Maybe, they’re right, it’ll all be fixed with age
[Pre-Chorus]
Hate that you’ve been saying I’m dramatic
Immature because I just don’t wanna talk
You ever think that you might be overreacting?
Promise I’m thinking, overthinking quite a lot
[Chorus]
They say we’re crazy and useless, making stupid excuses
To go make bad decisions when we’re hurt
And we’re not crazy romantics but we still know what a heart is
And know that when it’s cracked it really burns
[Post-Chorus]
Oh, we know more than what we tell you
But can’t always put into words
And we don’t cry because we want to
But you’ll assume it’s because she’s another sixteen-year-old girl
I HOPE
I have really bad stomach issues and I’ve been getting flu sick twice a month causing me to miss a lot of school. I really try to keep up with all the work but it’s just too much and It’s so hard when I’m confined to my bed or the bathroom. My average was a 97, the best it’s ever been and now it is down to an 89 because I have so many missing assignments and I’ve been getting 50s in math which has never happened before. The past two weeks I’ve been trying to get caught up but I got sick again and I genuinely couldn’t move at all. Now school starts back up tomorrow and I’m so scared. I have so much to do and no time left. I wish my teachers understood why I’m so behind. I can’t keep up and it takes me so much longer to do assignments compared to my friends. I can’t remember the last time I spent time with my friends because I’m constantly doing work after school and on the weekends. Let alone all the school I miss due to doctors appointments and therapy. The thought of school makes me want to throw up. I’m so burnt out and I dread every single day. I’m so lucky I finally have friends who support me and love me but I never get to do anything. I don’t even answer texts or snaps anymore. I’m just so sick of school and being sick all the time. It’s taking over my life and I don’t get to do anything I love anymore. My mental health is plummeting just as I was finally starting to do better. I haven’t seen my therapist in 3 months because every time I have an appointment I’m sick and we have to reschedule. And to make things worse I’ve been waiting to see a specialist for my stomach issues for years now and we finally got an appointment scheduled just for them to call us the day of saying they’re too busy and going to have to rebook it. I’m just so tired.
