i am so tired mentally and physically.. i just want to sleep forever.. but i cant.
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I hope I never commit suicide. I hope the dark tsunami waves of depression and the flames of anxiety one day are calmed for I know they cannot be put out nor can the ocean dry up. I hope the tears are worth it and that my broken hearts’ scars are contrasted by love both my own and others’ for myself because though I may not love myself right now, I can still hope.
I hope my friends’ worries and fears and their pain will one day disappear and until then I hope I do what is best for myself and my friends, I hope I do not lose sight of those who are standing by me and I hope I stand by myself when I’m alone. I hope I can help my friends and family and the people around me and stand by them on the darkest eclipsed days, and the stormiest midnights. I hope these things for if I lose hope, I will never live, and I may succumb to the illusions of deacons my mind creates and submit to suicide.
I hope whoever reads this never commits suicide or self abuse because it sucks. And I hope you know we love you.
i feel terrible. I feel useless, gross, and tired. i hate myself. im ugly and fat and a wate of space.
Our Greatest Weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed always is to just try one more time.
I hope that I will want to live
I hope that my over-thinking gets better and that my partner does like me.
I’m scared that my partner doesn’t like me anymore. I love them so much I just hope they still love me too.
my favourite is any rock/metal bands, it helps me a lot. my all time favourite band is Motley Crue, they help me so much all the time.
this is the horse i ride, her name is Beauty. i don’t own her but i love her more then anything, she has helped me in so many ways and i dont know what i would do without her.
six the musical anne boleyn is my fav love it so much my fav song , also every single one of t.s albums helped me!
I feel like I’m not good enough,Sometimes I wanna just disappear and never come back,And I’m bi and I’m scared people will make fun of me for that.
just because life is hard don’t give up there’s always someone that is there for u,Your amazing and I believe in all of you out there.life will get better trust me 
I’m scared I’m gonna relaspe. I’m almost a year clean of self harm but I’ve been getting thoughts of cutting again. I haven’t done it but I’m scared I will. Sometimes I just get the feeling and my arms feel weird like they want me to cut them..
I promise you can do this, it’s gonna work out in the end. Healing isn’t a straight line it has bumps, curves, intersections, and more. Even if you have a bad day that doesn’t mean your healing is failing. It’s part of the process, trust it please. I’m proud of you<3
i keep getting assessed for disorders and the results keep coming back negative or inconclusive. i never in fit or belong anywhere. i dont even know if my symptoms are real or they’re just some weird placebo. every authority figure in my life denies me being strange or odd. they act shocked when i tell them im being bullied as if i hadnt told them for the nth time. i don’t even feel like i can trust doctors most of the time. everyone always seems so insistent that im perfectly fine when i know im not. even when someone thinks somethings off, they immediately dismiss it because im the only one who sees whats wrong because im so isolated and my parents are in heavy denial of my issues. i want someone to hold my hand and help me through this or even to just tell me whats wrong with me but even the kindest of people ignore my reality. im tired. i dont know how much longer i can keep doing this.
Your sigma ohio skibiti awesome 
I like to read or listen to music.
Music has helped me through everything. Some songs i could listen to on repeat and they would still make me cry everytime and others make me want to laugh and sing. Most songs remind me of something and thats why i feel the way i do about them.
These are some of my favorite songs
– The night we met- makes me cry everytime ;(
– Cruel summer
– Star shopping
– Freaks
– Cardigan
I always feel like i want to cry i feel like i’m not good enough and i’m afraid of what people think of me. I never tell my mom anything so i just listen to music and cry in my room all alone. I’m scared people think i’m stupid and pathetic.
I think i have an eating disorder i have always loved food but i hate myself and i think i’m fat i’ve been trying to cut out food but i cant. I hate my thighs and my arms but people say i’m not fat but i don’t belive them and i just HATE myself. I cry about it to but when i eat i get guilty and i have been counting calories and i don’t know what to do. My mom tells me all the time how happy she is that i’m a healthy weight but i just dont feel it.
