My anti-depressants haven’t been working, but i don’t think I need them cause I’m not sad, I’m just numb

I want help but mom says it’s silly

I wanna talk about my dad and my family but what if the person I’m talking to decided it’s an unsafe enviroment? Would I get taken away? I don’t want that to happen. I love my family, we just need some work. My dad specifically.

I am worried about how fat and ugly I am

Worry

My best friend, she means the world to me, and I’m so scared for her to grow up…She is and always will be my one and only worry.

That the popular crowd will always make fun of me, I hate going to school because I know they are going to make my day horrible.

One word School..

I worry that I will have a panic attack in a public place.

I don’t think I’ll get into university

Turning into my parents. They’re good people but they’re not the people I want to be.

That my gpa isn’t high because I am not happy and can’t focus 100% on my studies.

Sometimes I’ve told various lies to people that aren’t in my school and I am very frightened that somebody will find out…

that I’ll be anxious for ever

People will hate me when they find out I cut

Anxiety is taking over my life.

Parent dying

Im worried because my best friend was in a fight with a girl that I try to be friends with but she just hates me and she says I “p” her off but I have been so nice and friendly towards her anyway they made up but I’m really scared that my best friend will forget about me and I’m scared she won’t talk to me As much as she usually does and That things will go back to how they were a week ago 🙁

I can’t take another day of all of this that’s going on in my life I wish my parents would understand how Important I am to them

I worry that all my friends will stab my back one day for no reason and just leave me… Alone. And everyone will just forget about me.