That someone will fall in love with me and then see my self harm scars or see me naked and my body or see me angry and sad and anxious or having a panic attack and leave.
Worry Jar
I’m worried I’ll fail school…
I’m worried I’ll never accomplish anything in life because my anxiety is so bad I’m afraid to leave the house
My recent severe anxiety is preventing me from living, accomplishing my goals, and enjoying life. I simply go through each day without actually living. I have no care for the things I love most. I cannot focus. I cannot concentrate. I fear I will fail school and become even worst because of it. The smallest things upset me. It is beginning to become a constant struggle to get out of bed every morning and I fear, some morning soon, I won’t get up.
I worry about people not likening me if they did out about my BPD
My mom is going through a really tough time with money and I’m really scared that we’re going to loose our house. I don’t want to move I with my grandparents and everybody at school will find out
I feel as if im the adult and my mothers the teenager. When it should be the pther way around.
I’m worried I’ll never have a relationship, I’m worried I’m not attractive enough
I want to be closer to my parents but they don’t have time for me anymore
Im worried i wont graduate high school
My grades are dropping so much… I try so hard but it’s not good enough
i get worried about a lot of stuff to the point where it makes me physically sick, then i worry about getting sick
Every day I get a message saying how ugly I am and how I do not deserve to be here, guess I kinda agree I don’t know why I’m here, I pretend I’m okay when really I can loose my mind at any point I don’t even know what to do
I worry that everyone will know
That ill love my whole life feeling this way
Lately, I’ve been feeling very alone. I feel like I don’t have anyone here for me, when I know I do. My ex boyfriend led me on and made me fall for him all over again, then he made out with this girl at a party and talks to her and says the same things to her that he said to me. and on top of all of that, my grades are dropping and I know my parents aren’t happy with it and they aren’t proud of me like they use to be. I think that has to do with my friends as well, and I feel like breaking down. I don’t know what to do. also I want to call kids help phone but don’t want my parents knowing and I don’t know what to do about it. 🙁
I’m honestly kinda scared to go to high school. The whole idea of everything harder, everything longer, more work, maybe the teachers aren’t as good, plus all the courses and trying to figure out what to be when I grow up….. Even thinking about it stresses me out to the point of crying.
I’m afraid of my ex, I can’t look at myself without focusing on the scars he left. The physical ones.
I’m worried that I’m going to keep on falling for people who don’t care about me for the rest of my life
That the people I care most about don’t care about me at all.