I’ve been feeling a bit down ever since I got a bad mark on a Physics test in November, but when I bombed a Chemistry test I got back after Christmas, I nearly cut myself. And bombing a couple of my Midterms hasn’t helped. I always feel like I’m on eggshells in Science class. Pairing that with constant feelings of inadequacy, plus extracurriculars mean I always feel tired. I know, lots of people have it way worse, but just because other people have worse problems doesn’t mean that mine aren’t legitimate. But still: How does one constantly feel like they don’t measure up and like they’re invisible when they test among the top 99.6% of people their age in North America?
Worry Jar
I feel like such a horrible friend. I can’t keep a secret
That my “friend” is trying to ruin a relationship with a boy I really like behind my back.
I have an eating disorder, and I’m going through a growth spurt. I can’t help but binge, and its killing me inside.
i tell my friends im sad and i dont feel good about myself and they think its a joke and say “same” or ” me too” or they just move past the subject. and its really hard when you have no one to talk to.
Money
I feel like I always do the wrong thing during social situations
I trust no one. There is literally so much pressure on my heart
School is just around the corner and my stress and angseity is starting to kick in again
People don’t understand that I have diagnosed anxiety and they still put pressure on me to do things I don’t feel comfortable doing. They say “well you have to do it sometime” or “put on your big girl shoes” , it’s like no one understands. I really want people to stop pressuring me
Family
Getting bullyed
I am worried all loose all my friends because of the people that pick on me.. Iam afraid they’ll start hating me too because of the way I dress and the music I listen too.
How kids are raised with no communication. Once a day at supper sit as a family find out what is going on in their kids’ lives. Believe it or not some parents are blind or don’t want to deal with it.Why? They don’t know how to. Same with teachers. Not all but in reality teachers need more hands on and talking with teens.
I worry I will look back on high school regretting that I didn’t do more.
I’m afraid to tell my parents about my boyfriend.
I worry that I’ll get pregnant because I’ve already had 2 scares and I’m only 17.
That I’ll always be the odd one out… The only one who is never picked… That I’ll always be left out
I worry that decisions I have made will reflect on my future and shape me into someone I’m really not
That my depression will get worse and I will commit suiside