Failing high school

Im loosing all my confidence.., it feels terrible

I’m worried about juggling my 2 part time jobs, appointments, homework and social life. I’m worried that all my friends are turning on me and talking behind my back. None of them text me back anymore.. I’m worried my parents will never let me take the steps to becoming more independent. Im 17 and all they care about is preventing me from driving more than 30 minutes away and not letting me sleep over to my long term boyfriends. Im mature and responsible to handle those things on my own but they’ll still baby me like the way they do, but the moment I need help they’re not there for me.

I won’t be able to live my life normally because or Anxiety and Depression.

that when I graduate, my boyfriend will go away and find someone better while I’m still here struggling to get up everyday

I am a closeted lesbian and I have a crush on this girl I think she knows that I like her because she keeps making gay jokes when she’s around me.

I have no friends…. I’m just so alone

I worry that i’m a little overly obsessed with my boyfriend , i love him so much that a small fight gets me so stressed, I can’t concentrate on anything, it’s like i crave him and he us my drug to happiness. Is this normal?

I’m I will never get over my fears.

I worry that everyone will know

That ill love my whole life feeling this way

Lately, I’ve been feeling very alone. I feel like I don’t have anyone here for me, when I know I do. My ex boyfriend led me on and made me fall for him all over again, then he made out with this girl at a party and talks to her and says the same things to her that he said to me. and on top of all of that, my grades are dropping and I know my parents aren’t happy with it and they aren’t proud of me like they use to be. I think that has to do with my friends as well, and I feel like breaking down. I don’t know what to do. also I want to call kids help phone but don’t want my parents knowing and I don’t know what to do about it.

If you’re reading this right now, please remember that you are so much stronger than you think you are<3 You will pull through whatever struggle you're going through because you are a warrior and you have the ability to fight and work to the best of your abilities! Don't take yourself for granted because you are strong, you are loved, and you are SO worth it! Please remember that you are beautiful and strong! No matter what you look like and what you are capable of! You are a beautiful human being in my eyes, even if I haven't met you before. You are trying. And that is enough for me! You and trying and that means you are not giving up! Be strong! I believe in you:) <3

Being bullied isn’t a joke and schools preach about how to come to them when you need help and when in reality they do not and won’t help you they think it’s a big joke.

Teachers.

My parents fight, it causes me to be suicidal, I cut, I’m worried that when I have children this might be how I end up…

I worry that I’m never going to be accepted..

everyone thinks I’m weird annoying ugly ect…

I’m worry about school. I’m going back to the school I was in last year but I have zero friends in that School still . I hate being alone.

Me and my boyfriend just broke up now I might like another guy but that makes me feel bad about myself