My therapist knows I have anxiety but I’m afraid to bring up that I may have boarderline personality disorder

I need to be a better person.

I am questioning my sexuality a lot. I used to think I’m asexual because about two months ago I didn’t feel actracted to people, then i started being atracted to EVERYONE.(Not every individual, every gender.) Now I’m thinking that I’m pansexual.

My family will completely fall apart… My sister got pregnant at 16 and got kicked out of my house, my other step sister completely stopped contacting us, my mom is depressed and my dad has anger issues..

I’ve been best friends with this guy for years and I fallen in love with him I’m afraid to lose him has a friend but more afraid to lose him to someone else but I’m more afraid he Dosent feel the same way about me and I worry about it everyday

I have a boyfriend and he has been goin over to this girls house with all his buddys …. But the thing is he used to like this girl and it makes me very worried to think of them together

I wish I could talk to some of the people on here

im ashamed of my scares and cuts. but i don’t wanna be! their a part of who i am and i can’t change it. but im afraid that people will think in just looking for attention if try not to be ashamed of them

I’m worried that if I don’t get a boyfriend soon I never will. I am in grade 11 and have never kissed a boy. All my friends have boyfriends but I don’t know any guys that would be interested in me.

Exams

The future

I’m afraid to sleep because I’m afraid I will stop breathing

I’ve been having urges to cut again. I’ve gone 4 months I don’t want to ruin my clean streak but it’s hard.

I seen a girl n I wan holla

That my numbness to human emotion will drive my boyfriend away

About the boats tying up.

My parents are splitting up they yell and scream and it feels like me and my sisters are the middle men im just scared that things won’t be okay anymore

my boyfriend lives somewhere else and I’m always afraid that he will find someone better for him and it constantly stresses me

Me and my girlfriend of around 2 years recently broke up, I know that I messed up and that it’s really my fault. I still love her and every day is getting harder and harder. I’m so lost and I don’t know what to do with myself anymore.

My parents always fight and always find a way to get me involved without physically getting me involved I don’t wanna be caught in the middle anymore why can’t everything just be okay why can’t I be okay