im worried that if i open up to much to my friends they will leave like everyone else

I’m worried that I’m not hurting enough to seek help with depression, and nobody will believe me if I tell them.

I’m locked in my basement and I’m not aloud to talk to anyone or even talk out loud. I’m never aloud to leave the basement or the house and when I try to get out or talk(maybe even to myself) I get hit.

I’m interested in a guy but he doesn’t know I’m deppresed… What if he sees my scars and starts to hate me..

i think i might kill myself before something good happens to me .. but nothing good ever happens

I feel like I’m growing apart from my friends and that everyone is ignoring me

I live in such a small place and we have a small school with small people and they all have close minds and I can’t stand it. I need to get out I want to leave, I could do so much better somewhere else but I’m stuck here.

I’m worried no one will ever love me….I’m a lesbian, and girls tell me they like me then when I try they say they can’t/won’t be with me…they make me fall for them them then they hurt me and Idek anymore

my parents

Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I’m alright but it’s never good change.

About calling people on the phone, I just hate talking on the phone.

I’ll never figure out what I want to grow up to be.

That I won’t have a good job when I get older and will struggle in life

That my friends and family hate me

That I’ll never be able to stop cutting.

I will never get over social anxiety

I worry my parents won’t understand how bad my anxiety is and will just say I’m full of crap

Feeling like I’m not worthy of anything anymore. I’ve lost all hope

My Depression is going to win

My whole family calls me fat and they have given me a poor body image