I’m doing a speech on mental Illness, in it I let out that I am Bi-polar. My mom is a teacher and is adamant about me not sharing anything. I don’t want her to lash out at me, I don’t like yelling.

if I kill myself, my parents would loose it. they would cry and grief. I don’t want them to that. i want them to understand that I didn’t want to exist anymore, that I don’t want to be alive anymore, that I’m hurting and suffering. I just don’t understand why I’m in this earth, and why I’m so miserable. who would put me in this situation? I don’t know. I just want to commit already so I can stop hurting.

i feel like it woukd just be easier to be straight than be a lesbian like i am andi think those thoughts are making me falsely fall for guys and i want a girlfriend so badi want to have to have some one to hold and someone to kiss and someone to cre about me just as much as i care about them and actually want to hang out with me and understand me and my weird thoughts and i dont think ill ever get that

I’m supposed to be in the 9th grade this year but so far I haven’t been able to make it to a single class. I’m losing interest in all the things I love and feel like there’s no point. I’m falling deeper and deeper into depression and I’m afraid I’ll never get out

I’m always the one left out in the group. They all seem to hang out without me, maybe they don’t want me there at all??

I am worries when I am in school

I’m against popular opinion on a few things, and it gets frustrating knowing that I can’t say exactly what I think without people looking at me funny. So what, I can’t have an opinion people don’t like? It’s nice knowing that people being more accepting of some people means that they become less accepting of others.

I think I have OCD

I worry that I’m going to hurt myself again and I just feel like I’m going insane

My bf (of one year) doses not sow eny sings of love for me and I’m not sure if he likes me eny more

I have no one. It’s so lonely

Rejection from crushes

I only have a few friends and there not really good friends usually we hang out on Fridays and I just overheard them saying I was invited they don’t know I heard and I feel very left out/alone

Im worried because im not ready to move away and my mother thinks i wont do anything with my life 🙁

That I’ll give up on myself

Me and my boyfriend have been in a bad fight for days. I wanna stand for myself but I don’t wanna lose him

There’s this girl in my school and she tells everyone that she has depression and takes antidepressants every day. I overheard her in the bathroom telling one of her friends it was all a big lie. It makes me so mad that there are people like me who actually struggle with depression and self harm and she goes and lies for attention.

I worry that soon enough I’m gonna cut to deep or take to many pills and actually survive

My friend, my best friend, is most likely moving away next year. I love her so much, and she’s helped me through a lot. I don’t know what I’m gonna do without her. She’s the only one who I can be myself around, she’s one of the only people that make me actually happy. I had a vivid dream of her falling through a crack and I couldn’t save her and I don’t know if that’s my subconscious being afraid of her moving or my subconscious fixating on the fact that I don’t know what her new environment will be like so what if she can’t handle it? I dont know anymore.

Im scared everyone will hate me if they find out