When I see my friend interact with her family, her sister and her dad and her mom, I see a happy family that’s like her and laughs and isn’t perfect but isn’t broken. When I see that I feel so unbelievably happy, and I think “is this how a family is supposed to be? Is my family that dysfunctional and borderline emotionally abusive, that I can’t even tell what a normal family is anymore?”. I think my family is somehow a bit broken. I don’t know how to fix it.