I feel lost in the world. I can’t seem to get back on top and fix everything. I’m constantly worrying about what may happen or what has happened and the ways I could have prevented it or changed it. My biggest fear is that my father is going to abandon my sisters as he did to me when I needed him. I’m scared there gonna go grow up with him there but my as a father just someone you see every once and a while, just like I did and there’s nothin I can do but watch and be there. I want them to have the chance with him that I didn’t.