I feel so stressed out because I am not getting the marks I want in school and it’s like no matter how hard I try, my grades just WON’T GO UP! I have a tutor, I go to extra tutorials, I study at home and I write good notes! I can’t spend all my time inside because I get upset and depressed and have the serious case of FOMO (fear of missing out) and I want a social life! I want to hang with my friends and my “boyfriend”. (Special guy that I like who has mutual feelings but we don’t date.) I just wish I knew how to keep up on my school work and have a social life at the same time. I worry about all of this PLUS I’m homesick. Being a foster kid 2 hours away from home and I only visit my family so often. I miss my old friends, old school, old extra curricular activities! I wish I could go home but I can’t, so I’m stuck here in a foster home, with barely anyone to trust. I feel like nobody understands how I feel. I feel like I can’t trust anybody that I talk to, etc. Ugh!