I worry that I’m not going to make it. I’ve had so mny bad days lately. I know some of my worst days are some people’s best and I shouldn’t take it for granted. However, I don’t know how much more of this life I can take.. I’m well educated have a good job and friend who love and care about me which is a lot more than most have. I just don’t like this feeling of being down and out and feeling unwanted..