I worry I can’t get a girlfriend and that a lot of people aren’t a big fan of me. I am only around 12 to 13 but I still worry. it may sound weird for my age but I am very mature for my age. First and foremost I wanna explain what she is like. she Shares some of the struggles I have, like being more mature than most others and being smarter than a lot of people not to mention she is very pretty. Second of all I don’t even know if she likes me back at all. I mean sure we talk but i’m still not sure if she even likes me in the slightest and there could be billions upon trillions of reasons. You know maybe i’m not cute enough or i’m not her type or she isn’t the one or I need to lose weight, the list goes on, and on, and on. Now for my second problem. I feel a lot of people don’t like me at all but maybe i’m just paranoid who knows, but nobody talks to me unless I talk to them first, and even then it still feels like they wanna get talking to me done as fast as possible. maybe they do like me and i’m just being foolish. We all have our own problems and ways to deal with them. everyone on this website is awesome sauce!🥳
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I need help, but I can’t get it. It hurts.
My favorite bands are rock/metal bands my favorites are probably metallica, Mötley Crüe, guns n roses and green day 🙂
I need to go to the psychiatric ward, but I can’t.
It’s will get better
If you need a book to prove you CAN do this and your a teen or kid you need to read Alone
I’m worried I will forget everything I know about my mom – what she liked, how she felt about certain ideas, food she hated, what she danced to, what made her laugh …
TW: SH, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, CURSING
Every thing sucks, my world keeps falling apart. Every time I try to come out to my mom “ YOU KNOW THERES MORE TO LIFE THAN JUST THAT ‘STUFF’.” And I’m tired. I can’t vent to anyone and my house has a tall drop from my room window to my concrete driveway, and every day I sit there wondering “should I do it?” My friends all joke about having in-diagnosed depression, I’m not joking about thinking I have it. I’ve been cutting for a year now using my nails and a toothpick for a bit, but now it’s my kitchen scissors.
I’m fucking disgusting and I don’t know how anyone can like me. I need to get help. But I can’t. My mom monitors my every move so I can’t talk about my problems except in person which is hard for me. Right now I just wanna die, but I’m more passive suicidal I’ll walk across the road and say “it would be so awesome if a car came and killed me.” But life fucking sucks.
i hope it gets better.
To all of those people out there who struggle with alcohol and drugs, never give up. You are able to shake off all those dark struggles in our life, so do it! I am rooting for you <3
i am so tired mentally and physically.. i just want to sleep forever.. but i cant.
I hope I never commit suicide. I hope the dark tsunami waves of depression and the flames of anxiety one day are calmed for I know they cannot be put out nor can the ocean dry up. I hope the tears are worth it and that my broken hearts’ scars are contrasted by love both my own and others’ for myself because though I may not love myself right now, I can still hope.
I hope my friends’ worries and fears and their pain will one day disappear and until then I hope I do what is best for myself and my friends, I hope I do not lose sight of those who are standing by me and I hope I stand by myself when I’m alone. I hope I can help my friends and family and the people around me and stand by them on the darkest eclipsed days, and the stormiest midnights. I hope these things for if I lose hope, I will never live, and I may succumb to the illusions of deacons my mind creates and submit to suicide.
I hope whoever reads this never commits suicide or self abuse because it sucks. And I hope you know we love you.
i feel terrible. I feel useless, gross, and tired. i hate myself. im ugly and fat and a wate of space.
Our Greatest Weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed always is to just try one more time.
I hope that I will want to live
I hope that my over-thinking gets better and that my partner does like me.
I’m scared that my partner doesn’t like me anymore. I love them so much I just hope they still love me too.
my favourite is any rock/metal bands, it helps me a lot. my all time favourite band is Motley Crue, they help me so much all the time.
this is the horse i ride, her name is Beauty. i don’t own her but i love her more then anything, she has helped me in so many ways and i dont know what i would do without her.